i love to watch my doggie sleeping, especially when he is dreaming and his paws twitch. i wonder what he's dreaming about, running after a ball i'm sure. he's probably happy there, in his dreams, theres always someone to throw the ball and he never gets tired. it's not like here, in this world. i love sleeping. i wonder if i twitch when i sleep. i love dreaming about long trips, new places, new people. i like that there's no one to tell "legendary" rumors about me. sick. sick. let it go. someone's insecurity has become my frusteration. i will let it go. and watch my doggie, sleeping, dreaming. i'll go and dream about throwing the ball for him. just me and him.